Issy's Diary

Mayans: They do know that we never actually said the world was going to end, right?
Jesus: You should hear the things they think I said about gays.
Abraham Lincoln: What the hell is the internet and why am I telling people not to trust quotes from there.

October52012

(Source: romanceforthehopeless, via mixed-sage)

3AM

Decided to do this, I suppose. Hm..

Red- Mostly from scratching myself, except for one on my arm- but that one is a very light scar.
Purple- None.
Pink- None, at this time. None of them have scarred or left any lasting marks.
Green- None. Although I DID break my arm, it isn’t visible.
Blue- None.
Orange- Stretch marks, consensual knife play that wasn’t supposed to scar but it did. No clue how, either.

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August82012

Yep. Scaring myself. Awesome.

Since I’ve moved back home, nothing bad has happened..

But I am extremely fucking nervous; I feel like I’m walking on broken glass, just waiting to be cut.

And it’s terrifying…

Since my younger sister is having a sleep over with her boyfriend, I’m sleeping in her room, and..

Well.

This room is toxic for me, for some reason.

I have the most over-powering urge to self harm. It’s fucking ridiculous.

And I’m not going to. I just. Such a fucking big urge…..

IIi think I need to get back into counseling. But, oh wait. No insurance. Sweet! *Sighs.*

Anyone have any suggestions? It’d be greatly appreciated…

2AM

(via kstnbll)

12AM

milk-shakespeare:

istillloveparamore:

hell0-c0ld-w0rld:

hell0-c0ld-w0rld:

paramoreweloveyou:

Hayley Williams and Fun. - Somebody That I Used To Know.

oMg

reblogs again because hayley’s voice is actually perfect

omg i love this cover! both the singer of fun. and hayley sound awesome!

I like Ingrid Michaelson’s version. I like this one too though.

Oh man.. Hayley’s voice… *swoons..* Both of theirs voices….. *swoons more.*

(via mixed-sage)

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August52012

i apologize to anyone who i offend tonight.

i’m not okay. not sure what’s wrong, but i’m not okay.

this neeeeeds to go away, damn it.

stupid mood swings.

July312012

(via kstnbll)

July282012

On the way to CT.

Y’know, if I didn’t hate the fact that I have to sit still most of the time, I’d LIKE riding on the Greyhound. I mean, (this one, anyways. This is my second bus. ) it’s spacious. It has wifi. It has two electrical plugs, so I have my phone and my computer plugged in. I can take pictures of the sky and scenery from outside, because the window is large and amazingly clean.

I can just kinda.. ignore.. the negatives of going to my parents’ house. All in all, honestly, I’ve only cried once and that’s when I left Master. :)

This weekend was fun. This past week was fun.

I just wish I could transport ALLLLllll of my friends to the same place and keep them living there. I mean, come on. I’m awesome, am I not? Move for me. Pwwweasse?

Unsure, where all of this… Calm (? is that the right word) is coming from. Honestly. I should be freaking out.

I think wifi is a very good distraction. And omfg. I NEED TO PEE. SO BADLY.

Um. I think when we stop to get a few more people in Toledo, OH, I’m going to go pee. Yep. Hopefully. Cause I really don’t wanna use the bathroom here. lmao. xD;;

I cannot wait to see everyone though. I’m ecstatic about that part, bigg time.

AND SOMEONE JUST PUT ON REALLY BAD SMELLING LOTION. Ohmygah. ;_;

Argh! T_T lmao

July222012

I don’t wanna go to work. I’m too fucking upset right now.

6 days.. Fuck.

July202012

merboi-swag:

Silly gender binary….you have no effect on merboi!

FAVORITE PICTURE. RIGHT HURR. ZOMGOSH.

(Source: mixed-sage)

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Issy's Diary

My personal blog. What you read here is basically my emotional spill over. When ever I feel too much... I type it here. I apologize in advanced for whatever I may say, and I don't honestly mean to hurt your feelings..

Sorry I’ve been gone so long..

Yep. Scaring myself. Awesome.

On the way to CT.